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I’m going to either kill them or myself one of these days if I don’t get it the fuck out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She knows what he did to me she was right there but all she did was look away and leave!
I can’t even sleep because of them and I hate her and him so fucking much, I just wish I could just leave or kill them or drop dead or something. I just want to sleep to forget about everything but I can’t even do that. I wanr to die but I have to much to lose.
I wish someone could just come and break into my window and take me away from here
I don’t think Im going to be able to sleep tonight even though I feel so tired. I just wish I had someone to come over when I really needed them so I could just fall into their arms and tell them everything thats been bothering me and for them to hug me and kiss my tears away. Someone who wont be judgmental about my past actions and who will just comfort me. I really need someone but not just anyone will do… I want to cry so bad but I don’t want to cry alone…
Whoever you please come and save me soon because I don’t think I can make it by myself anymore.
My mother is pathetic
good fucking grief
Thinking too much into things saves my life sometimes
I am tempted to take just swallow all the pills that are in the cabinet but what if I don’t die and I somehow live
I’m so tired of these people that I’m living with…I”m so tired of the people on this planet that I’m surrounded by. I just feel as if I don’t have the strength to keep dealing with all this. It’s like a fucking struggle everyday to just get out of bed and live..
Dying sounds great but I can’t afford to lose the three things I care most about.
God please help me someway somehow.
I hope my arm starts healing up faster I already have horrible looking scabs on it
I wish I’ve never of done that…
There is a battle going on inside of me and I’m losing.
I can feel myself changing more and more. It’s like she is a disease inside of my brain that I can’t get rid of. Every time I’m at my breaking point I snap and she takes control and I fucking lose it. Every time I’m cast out I feel like I’m being thrown further and further and that scares me because I feel like one day I wont come back and my body will be overtaken and I will do horrible things to anything and anyone that I love and not care because of her. If only there was a way of killing her without killing myself. These pathetic emotions that have make it even harder to deal with her.
There is a battle going on inside of me and I’m losing.
Anonymous asked: Please don't kill yourself! I'm here if you ever need to talk! -TickleMeSkinny (sorry, I'm not on my computer)
It’s alright I’m sorry I will admit I tried but it didn’t work thank god Im sorry for making you and a whole bunch of other people worry :(.
I honestly feel like killing myself right now
I hate the fact that I get this depressed to the point I want to end my life. I’m trying to everything I can to get out of this house but idk if I can make it. Everyone is putting me down and making it so hard for me to leave and I have literally no one to help me and I just want to crawl into a ball and cry my eyes out.
I just want to be loved that’s all.
Idc if it isn’t forever or even for a few seconds I just want to be in love with someone and for them to be in love with me.
Oh my goodness
“Hey Alissa I heard you’re still a virgin and that you don’t masturbate is that true?” “You can’t be still a virgin no ones a virgin anymore unless you’re like a loser” ” You’ve had to have given it up to someone c’mon tell us”! UM, excuse me how the fuck is this any of your fucking business? Why can’t you and everyone else that are my “friends” fuck off. I told you all a million and one times that yes I am a virgin and I’ve never done anything with a guy… unlike you guys I’m not going to give it up easy and when it comes to that special time I want to give it up to someone that I am in love with and wont fucking regret it and not to someone else who doesn’t deserve it! As for the masturbation shit I don’t do it because I fucking can’t! Why? because I just can’t do it because I sike myself out of doing it or I ignore that feeling but thats not a good enough answer to you guys is it since you keep asking. You guys act like you’re going to win the fucking lottery by trying to get know all of this unneeded information. I already told you guys that a million and one times. Leave me the fuck alone.
I feel like crying
This is what I get from bottling everything up inside..
I am losing my god dam mind because of this women
I must be fucking dreaming this women can’t be my mother! I’m pinching the shit out of myself but yet I’m not waking up! She dosn’t give two shits about me and my brother but yet she had us?! This dosn’t make any kind of fucking sense! I NEED TO GET OUT OR ELSE I AM NOT GOING TO MAKE IT I NEED TO GET MY BROTHER OUT OR ELSE HE IS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT!
All these things inside of me, that just want to be let out. I feel like i’m going to have a mental breakdown anyday now. All the words i wish i said, want to say are just going to come flying out.
My life needs to be more than what my parents have brought it too.
Death sounds nice. Only because then I’ll finally be at peace. Then everything will just stop, cease to exist. All the pain will just be lifted away. The only problem is that death does not pick and choose you cannot say take this and leave me with this. It takes everything. I have to remember that thing in life are worth living for. That death if i choose it will take everything. I have to remind myself that this is worth it. That this will pass. Maybe not anytime soon but one day this will pass and if i’m lucky I wont hold the pain in my heart as well. I have to pick myself up every single time I fall, dust myself off and say I will continue on. They say the best revenge to someone who says you cannot do something is to prove them wrong. How does that work when I am the one saying I cannot do this. Obstacles are place to see how much you want someone, how far you’re willing to go. I need to do this. I have a future that I want to uphold. Death is just a temptation that I need to learn to refuse. Self control and self motivation.
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